attaboy 發表於 2005-9-25 04:27 AM
......續前
第二朝一早返到公司,等阿 Didi 返黎.因為之前 Didi 見我同 Melody 喺公司出雙入對,有同我講過公司啲同事私底下都覺得我係同緊 Melody 拍拖,但當時我向 Didi 否認,重同佢講如果真係同 Melody 開始,會第一時間話佢知.等到 Didi 返工勒,第一時間捉佢入 Conference Room 密斟,我同佢講:之前你咪問過我係咪想追 Melody 既,而家我決定追佢啦,但係有件事我一定要搞清楚先,想搵你幫手打聽.Didi 話:你講丫,我一定幫既!由於同 team 一個做 intern 既男同事小吉係同 Melody 讀同一間建校十多年既大學,小吉曾經話 Melody 喺 U 度係有個做 tutor 既男朋友既,我想知既就係關於呢點.我問 Didi:我想知 Melody 係咪有男朋友,因為有男朋友既女仔我就一定唔會追!點知 Didi 都唔駛去做工夫,立即答我:係有!但係 Melody 同我講佢地就散......好似話佢 bf 有第二個,你可以等下先,等到佢地分咗手先追佢.當時我即答:咁,唔駛等啦,我唔追佢勒......Didi 個樣有啲無奈.我平時做人百無忌,但係自己有啲基本原則係好死板係唔違背得既,心情突然有啲低落,返到位,收到 Didi 依貓,佢 forward 咗 Meldoy 同佢既 ICQ 對話畀我:
[i]Don't give up and hope your wish will become true.
We will fully support you ga !!!?Finger cross.....
Melody : why so many ppl disappeared ar
Didi : who do you want to find ar???!!?attaboy??!!? you two ar.....?um........ ;-)??good good friend??!! Tell me if you two are dating!!? I feel happy for you guys!!!!!
Melody : no... how come you think....just friend jar....i have a bf already i think we are only friend ma... at least I feel we are only friends he's nice, but no
Melody : my bf.... i don't know how to say ar... maybe, we'll not be together soon la.. [/i]
睇完對心情毫無幫助,但係好感激 Didi 咁有心.當下將呢段 excerpt 腥畀肯尼士(同佢講咗我決定追 Melody),加句:
[i]唉!今天終於證實了﹐世事往往是不完美的。[/i]
肯尼時即時回返:
[i]So sorry to know that. I am sorry also for not being able to talk w/ u 'cox I should go to a dinner. Anyway, my heart really feel a little bit pain after knowing that. Hope u can recover very soon. Find me any time if you want.[/i]
朋友呢樣嘢真係冇得頂,通常喺一個人最唔開心既情況下,朋友既關心係最能幫助渡過難關既.睇完肯呢士個依貓,心情好啲勒,而且當時重未陷得好深,好快平復.
過咗一陣,有公事要問 Melody,入佢地間房仔,一出聲,見到 Meldoy 兩眼紅晒,好以喊緊,但係我已經出咗聲問佢野,收唔返.見佢嘢都講唔到,只係搖搖頭,咁我只好行返出去.心裡面就諗:點解佢會喊既?唔通佢知到咗我唔追佢所以喊......咪傻啦,人地有 bf ,可能又同男友鬧交即.但係 Melody 剛剛嗰個我見猶憐既樣,卻係我腦內揮之不去......
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homan~ 發表於 2005-9-26 12:32 AM
bro~
多謝你既分享 !!!
令小弟獲益良多!!!!
加油呀~
:D
attaboy 發表於 2005-9-26 02:41 AM
......續前
本來有啲擔心 Melody,係嗰日下晝 Melody 好似己經冇事,間唔中四圍行搵山渣傾計,咁我都放心啲.之後幾日,雖然都係原班人馬食飯飲糖水,但係我就盡量借故避開同 Melody 獨單相處.過咗一個禮拜既星期五,公司班女仔發起放工後到紅磡嗰間位於陋巷但好出名既日本料理食飯,有成二三十人去.Melody 同我都報咗名話去.食飯時,Melody 全場坐喺我隔離,但係我就掛住同班同事講笑,冇乜理到佢.食完飯,一半同事話未夠喉,要去卡拉ok,咁 Melody 同我都繼續埋下半場,一班人分批撘小巴去旺角一間紅色盒子既k場,我同 Melody 係最先到嗰批.入到房,Melody 坐低,見佢突然望住個熒幕呆咗,我望下個電視,只係播緊啲當期派台歌,都係情情塌塌天長地久之類既歌,但係 Melody 痴痴凝住咗一陣後,見佢對眼開始通紅,跟住兩行淚珠就係咁流咗落嚟.佢第一時間衝出k房,見佢個手袋重喺度,我知佢係去洗手間,所以冇追出去.過咗兩三個字,都重未見佢返嚟,呢個時候 Melody 老細威叔到咗,問我 Melody 喺邊,幫佢托詞話:佢唔舒服,去咗 toilet,不過都去咗好耐,等我去搵佢返嚟.威叔就話:如果佢真係唔舒服,叫佢返屋企先啦!阿 at,你送佢返去啦!威叔實在係好人,佢之所以唔叫其他人送,係佢都知道我對 Melody 有意思,想造就機會畀我.一出房門,我諗下冇理由去女厠搵 Melody 架,唯有企响房門口等佢返嚟.過一陣佢卒之返勒,我係門口截住佢,同佢講:你唔舒服,不如我送你返屋企先?Melody 有啲猶疑,我知佢係怕老細話佢唔見咗人,因為佢係好緊張做嘢(即份工),亦好介意老細對佢既印象,我連忙補句:係威叔叫我送你返去既!一聽到老細個名,Melody 即時放心走勒,同我講:但我要入去攞翻個手袋.我話:我喺度等你.其實係唔想當住其他同事面前一齊入去一齊早走咁礙眼.落到樓,我話幫 Melody 截的士,佢話佢唔想返屋企住,想一個人自己行下.當時係星期五差不多十一點既旺角,我有啲遲疑,怕佢有危險.唯有同佢講:咁我陪你行啦!Meldoy 亦冇抗拒,但係又反問翻我:咁行去邊好?見佢個樣好似有好多嘢想講,心諗要搵處冇咁多人既地方先得,但當時腦裡唯一想到既合適地方就只有自己屋企樓下個公園,同 Melody 講:你信唔信我丫?佢點頭.我話,咁你唔好問,跟我上車.跟手上咗一架的士,直駛到我屋企附近,帶 Melody 行到去公園仔,一個人都冇,我面對面問佢:係咪有嘢想講?點知佢突然攬實我,哇一聲大喊出嚟,兼且講咗句:我男朋友有咗第二個呀!
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attaboy 發表於 2005-9-26 02:46 AM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]homan~[/i] at 2005-9-26 02:32 AM:
bro~
多謝你既分享 !!!
令小弟獲益良多!!!!
加油呀~
:D [/quote]
多謝支持.如果有朋友真係喺我呢戀度領略到啲野,咁我呢戀衰都衰得有價值.同埋放心,講過會寫完就決不食言,只不過如果事忙要斷陣稿時,大家請耐心等待.謝!
edifier 發表於 2005-9-26 09:52 AM
支持你,我D經歷同你有D相似,不過角色倒轉...
attaboy 發表於 2005-9-26 02:54 PM
......續前
哭成淚人既 Meldoy 伏住喺我膊頭,我都唔知點好,但係衰啲講當時就幾享受佢個驕軀貼住我個胸膛既感覺.我用手輕輕拍拍佢背脊,喊完勒.我問佢:你男友有咗第二個,點解你重唔同佢分手?Melody 唔出聲望住我,又係嗰種無助既眼神,每次佢用呢種眼神望住我,我就會不期然想保護佢.知佢答唔出,唯有幫佢答:你好想離開佢,但係又唔捨得係咪?佢點點頭.跟住我話:我都唔明,你咁好,你男友重為乜去搵第二個?唉......Melody 若有所思,過咗一陣,回神返嚟,同我簡介佢同 bf 既嘢.佢話自從岩岩之前十二月(嗰晚係七月)發現佢 bf 有第二個,佢同佢 bf 既關係就一路好差,次次見面都嗌大交,而佢 bf 又唔肯嚟個了斷,兩個女仔都想 keep 住做齊人.Melody 重話,而家都唔知佢地重算唔算男女朋友,好似威叔(即佢個好人老細,其實當時得三十歲,但我喺公司有時叫佢威叔,我成日幫身邊既人安新朵既)有次問 Melody 有冇男朋友,Melody 話當時完全唔識答,心想答有但係點都講唔出口.見佢畀個花心蘿蔔搞成咁,我都躉佢難過.莫講話我對 Melody 有意思,就算換轉一個我完全冇 feel 既女仔同我講同一番說話,我都係會深惡痛絕嗰個一腳踏兩船既男人.一來我最鍾意既金庸小說係神鵰俠侶,楊過嗰種一往情深,明知全世界反對都要去既做法係最合我脾胃.加上本人個老竇(又註;老竇其實又係好禮貌既稱呼嚟,源自竇燕山教出五個叻仔,時人尊稱佢為老竇,係細個睇每日一字阿林佐翰講既)都係一棵絕非桄榔樹心做既蘿蔔,所以我係好痛恨呢種人既.不過話說回來,其實我覺得一個男人就算同時間擁有多過一個女人都唔係大問題,好似韋小寶阿鹿鼎公佢就有七個,好少聽人話佢做法有問題.所以其實重點係,踏幾多船都冇問題 - 如果每條船都知其他船既存在兼且係大家都同意,咁在我嚟講,不單止唔會睇唔起嗰隻腳個主人,而且重會好欣賞同羡慕佢添.不過好明顯,Melody 個 bf 就絕對唔係咁既 ideal case 勒,如果唔係,Melody 都唔駛喊到咁慘情,同佢傾咗半個鐘到,Melody 同我講話好痕,我問佢點解,佢話好多蚊呅佢.講真,話 Melody 啲皮膚同 BB 女參唔多係絕不為過既,又難怪啲蛟咁識食,針佢唔針我.我同佢講:駛唔駛搽啲藥油,樓上就係我屋企,我阿媽係大把呢啲存貨既.Melody 本來話唔駛,但係過多一陣,佢好似真係痕癢難擋,改口話都係要搽喎.咁我就同佢上咗我屋企,搽完油,順便帶佢睇我間房.以前我係書癡,有三千本藏書,不過大部份都冇睇過,但我係好鍾意過買書癮既.Melody 見我書櫃裡面有一半係電腦書,一半係文學書,覺得好奇怪,佢話呢兩種書係兩種唔同人睇既書,唔應該擺埋一齊.當時我諗:有咩問題呢?乜你唔識阿 Leonardo Da Vinci 咩,佢咪重多辨數?不過可能同佢講 Leonardo ,佢只會聯想到 Titanic,所以只係笑笑口,冇駁佢.跟住見佢未話要走,我就攞啲中學既校刊校報畀佢睇,順便簡介下自己.佢聽到都幾入神,似乎暫時忘記咗啲唔開心既事.傾傾下,佢問我幾點,我話十二點幾啦,佢話要走,屋企唔畀太夜返喎.我就喺佢走前,話見佢咁慘,送份禮物畀佢.佢連隨話駛啦.唔貪小便宜係佢一大好處,Didi 亦有呢個特質.我話,你睇下先啦!跟手攞隻豬扒杯出嚟,佢見到有啲驚奇.我就解釋前因後果佢聽,重同佢講:本來個天係要我追你,但係大家識得唔著時,我唯有認命.但係隻杯你都 Keep 住啦,反正我已經有隻,而你又鍾意!Melody 伸手接過,默默無言.之後我送佢落樓,係電梯度,我同佢講:我做人冇乜好,但係從來就清清楚楚,絕不拖泥帶水,希望佢都可以做到呢點.Meldoy 用好感激既眼神望住我講咗句:多謝你呀!送完佢上的士,我心裡面感慨萬千,點解我唔早啲識到 Melody,如果早啲識到佢,佢可能就唔駛受呢啲苦啦......
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attaboy 發表於 2005-9-26 03:27 PM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]edifier[/i] at 2005-9-26 11:52 AM:
支持你,我D經歷同你有D相似,不過角色倒轉... [/quote]
恭喜你.做我個角色絕對唔係咁好過......
hkcitywong 發表於 2005-9-26 09:47 PM
man, what a good story
edifier 發表於 2005-9-27 12:57 AM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]attaboy[/i] at 2005-9-26 03:27 PM:
恭喜你.做我個角色絕對唔係咁好過...... [/quote]
點都好,睇見你的故事好似睇到我以前咁,雖然只有小部份相同,不過比我一種似曾相識的感覺!
attaboy 發表於 2005-9-27 01:50 AM
......續前
送完 Melody 返上樓,心裡面戚戚然.本來之前當我從 Didi 口中得知 Melody 有男朋友時係有啲嬲 Melody 既,覺得佢有男朋友重係公司同其他男仔咁親密,唔係一個好女仔既行逕.但係見過頭先佢個傷心難過樣,我又變得有些少同情佢,兼且明白點解佢會咁做.但凡女仔一唔開心都想搵人關心,搵人呵護,係好正常既,所以一路怪佢既感覺就慢慢冇咗.同埋,自己都要負啲責任,自己應該知道,好似 Melody 啲咁吸引人,咁高質素既女仔,又點會冇男朋友丫?呢個時候我想起 Murphy's Love Law (Murphy 係我地電腦人既偶像,因為佢另一條 IT Law:If anything can go wrong, it will 係我地既最佳既座右銘):
Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant.
This constant is always zero.
簡單啲講,條式係話通常一個好既女仔,聰明,靚女,單身,三樣裡面如果個女仔有其中兩樣,咁剩低嗰個條件就一定係零既.咁 Melody 咁靚女又聰明,我其實一早就應該估到佢既 Availability 係 Zero 既,要怪只好怪自己一厢情願,都唔怪得晒佢.
過完 Weekend,星期一又要返工勒.出門口前我攞埋一本歌書.本書係以前讀中學時自己編既,主要係將當時大部份流行曲既歌詞收錄埋一齊,因為我班死黨係好鍾意唱歌既,雖然我自己唔係咁好,但係就鍾意出版編輯,所以幫佢地搞本書出嚟,自資印咗二百本,每個 Fren 送一本.因為之前 Melody 喺我屋企都見到,攞嚟睇過,佢話書裡面啲歌佢好鍾意,咁順水人情,諗住送本存貨畀佢.手攞住本書,突然心血來潮,搵咗張原稿紙,寫咗幾句說話.都係啲鼓勵既說話,叫 Melody 唔好咁難過,男友唔珍惜佢,重有大把朋友關心愛護佢,至少我重會關心佢.雖然有啲肉麻,但係鬼叫我知女仔就最鍾意聽呢啲肉麻嘢咩.寫完摺起張紙夾喺本書裡面.
返到公司,未見 Melody,等咗陣,佢返勒.行入佢房,見得佢一個,攞本書出嚟,話:你咪話好鍾意呢本歌書既,我有多本,送畀你啦.Melody 見唔係貴重禮物,都樂意收下(佢份人係無功不受祿嗰種人).行出房前我交帶佢:千祈唔好借畀人睇呀!佢點點頭.
當日放工,我如常坐公司車走,車上冇乜人(因為大部份人都撘咗之前嗰班車走).我搵咗個冇人窗口位坐,山渣跟住上車,坐咗我後面另一個窗口位.最後 Melody 上車(因過完呢架車就再冇公司車走,所以我都預咗見到佢),但係佢冇好似平時咁同山渣坐(山渣旁邊個位重係空既),佢停咗停,坐咗喺我隔離,我當時都幾意外,唔知講乜好.佢亦全程頭 dug dug,即眼觀鼻,鼻觀心嗰隻含羞答答既樣子.哎呀,小姐乜你咁搞呀,你咁做係會畀到好多不必要既聯想我架,即時諗起雷蒙嗰句:呢次我死勒......
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attaboy 發表於 2005-9-27 04:16 AM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]hkcitywong[/i] at 2005-9-26 11:47 PM:
man, what a good story [/quote]
thanks for reading. yep. the story is good, yet my feeling was not when it was taking place. anyway, it's all over now and my feeling on Melody had long been fading - and were almost gone. It's just an interlude in my life, significant though......
It's still the same old story
A fight for love and glory
A case of do or die
The world will always welcome lovers
As time goes by
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wallaby 發表於 2005-9-27 07:54 AM
hi at let me guess.... she had just taken you as a spare tyre right?
siredes 發表於 2005-9-27 09:23 AM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]attaboy[/i] at 2005-9-27 01:50 AM:
......續前
送完 Melody 返上樓,... [/quote]
睇o黎Melody開始對你有feel喇喎:P
個故事愈來愈吸引喇!:D
阿at如果你遲D有時間, 可唔可以幫你呢兩個愛情故事寫一篇後記? 因為我都好有興趣想知道兩位女主角o既事, 例如你仲有冇同佢o地保持聯絡, 又或者知唔知佢o地o既近況等等...;)
Thank you very much!:)
attaboy 發表於 2005-9-27 10:40 AM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]siredes[/i] at 2005-9-27 11:23 AM:
睇o黎Melody開始對你有feel喇喎:P... [/quote]
可以既.但涉及人地私隱既事就恕不能奉告勒.
同佢兩個之後關係大概如下:
同 Minnie 分手後一年都保持好朋友關係,佢有乜唔開心都會喺海外打電話同我傾.但係分手後佢已經有個台灣仔男朋友.( Minnie 同 Melody 基本上都同大部份女仔一樣,時時要人陪,係唔可以一個人生活既)而 Minnie 經常搵我既原因係投訴佢男友,咁我當時其實都幾介意同佢講呢個題目,因為我都重鍾意佢.但係見佢真係唔開心,冇法子勉為其難開解佢.後來做嘢成日出 trip,唔係香港,整整下佢就無打畀我.而我亦唔想打畀佢.冇同佢見面或傾偈己經兩年幾.今年剛返到墨市生活,一路我都冇搵 Minnie (佢一直冇返香港,喺呢邊做嘢),直至上個禮拜,佢從另一個朋友口中得知我返咗嚟長住,打電話畀我,約我食飯.但係喺電話度佢又發脾氣,話我啲態度咁多年都冇變,重變本加厲.呢個係事實,我以前已經好串,而家更加唔會畀面任何唔講道理既人(而女人偏偏天生就係不可以理喻,佢地係感性動物嚟).我諗 Minnie expects 我好似以前對女朋友咁對佢,呢樣係冇可能.因為喺上集裡面我有樣嘢係冇提到.當年 Minnie 同我分手既誘因就係個台灣仔追佢.當時我雖然冇怪佢,(因為我本身性格都有好大問題),但係,我係有種被出賣既感覺.我係冇可能再同佢喺埋一齊.或者講得玄啲,而家既 Minnie 已經唔係我心目中懷念嗰個 Minnie(即係上集所寫嗰個)勒.唔明既朋友或者可以去睇一睇倚天屠龍記,蛛兒最後念念不忘既係阿牛哥(其實即係少年張無忌),堅持張無忌唔係阿牛,道理係一樣既.
至於 Melody,同佢拖拖拉拉差唔多兩年,最後因為發生好多事,三年前佢突然有晚 SMS 叫我以後唔好再理佢.可能佢覺得欠我太多,唔想再玩我(雖然佢曾經誓神劈願話從來都冇立心要玩我).之後就冇聯絡啦.直至前年施莉亞結婚時請埋佢,而我係做施莉亞姊妹團成員(成世人第二次做姊妹,第一次係幫 Didi 做),擺酒時再見返 Melody.Melody 其實完全唔識施莉亞啲朋友,佢兩個只係因為我先至識得.Melody 嗰晚成晚坐喺我隔離,但係我掛住同小學同學傾計,冇乜同佢講到嘢.而家己經冇乜聯絡.我唔搵佢,佢係絕對唔會再搵我既.因為佢好薄皮,怕睇我啲唔老嚟面色.自己亦冇乜興趣再搵佢,因為對佢好失望......
我會喺寫埋下集後加多個補遺,尤其 Melody 嗰單,實在發生太多事.我知一定有嘢講漏咗,唔想捧場既朋友一頭霧水.
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edifier 發表於 2005-9-27 12:39 PM
attaboy,
雖然俗語話講古唔好駁古,不過我都係想問下你,你上面個post話同minnie分手的原因,係因為有個台灣仔追佢,但上集的故事內好似只係曾經有次minnie搵左個人黎佢屋企玩煮飯仔而激嬲你,係唔係就係果個????
如有唔0岩聽的說話,煩請多多包涵!
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siredes 發表於 2005-9-27 12:52 PM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]attaboy[/i] at 2005-9-27 10:40 AM:
可以既.但涉及人地私隱既事就恕不... [/quote]
哦...原來你而家係住o係Melbourne...我仲以為你而家住o係香港添.
"直至上個禮拜,佢從另一個朋友口中得知我返咗嚟長住,打電話畀我,約我食飯.但係喺電話度佢又發脾氣,話我啲態度咁多年都冇變,重變本加厲. "<< 咁後尾仲有冇同佢出去食飯?
"而女人偏偏天生就係不可以理喻,佢地係感性動物嚟" << 絕對同意! 附加一樣 - 十分情緒化!
其實睇o左咁耐你以前o既經歷, 我都覺得你o既脾氣真係幾大o下(Sorry)...其實你有冇諗過, 如果你o既性格溫和D, 咁你呢兩段愛情故事o既結果可能會有好大o既分別? 我咁講唔係想教你呀, 只係由客觀o既角度去分析咋. 不過我覺得真係好難做到"再見亦是朋友", 至小我仲未做得到...
咁施莉亞係咪同阿肯尼士拉埋呢?^^
P.S. 你成日用金庸o既故事去作比喻, 令我想去借返D金庸o既小說o黎睇!^^"
attaboy 發表於 2005-9-27 06:57 PM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]edifier[/i] at 2005-9-27 02:39 PM:
attaboy,
雖然俗語話講古唔好駁古,... [/quote]
唔緊要.問清楚係好事.我份人最鍾意事情水落石出架勒.
第一戀其實臨尾分手時,Minnie 有同我講,話有個台灣仔追緊佢,不但好脾氣而且好就得佢.之後分咗手後一個月,佢就同台灣仔喺埋一齊.上次冇講到既原因,主要係我覺得,我既性格先至係癥結,其他嘢係其次,唔想將責任推落 Minnie 到.(我啲朋友都覺得 Minnie 對我唔住,但係佢為我犠牲既係我呢個當事人先最清楚)以 Minnie 既個性,能夠唔發我脾氣兩年,已經係超乎佢既極限.呢樣佢後來同台灣仔搞到好唔開心時都有同我提翻.其實 Minnie 平時既脾氣比我重大,加上佢細路女,成日為啲雞毛蒜皮既事發炆,搞到自己同其他人都唔開心.Minnie 同我講,都唔明點解以前佢可以就到我咁耐,希望對住台灣仔都可以收歛下脾氣.但係我知以前 Minnie 喺我面前唔敢發脾氣係因為佢見過我發脾氣個樣,實在又幾嚇人既.好似雷蒙以前係公司都出名硬淨同態度差,但係我臨辭職前同佢炒咗次金既,搞到佢喊咗出嚟(件事都幾長篇,或者喺講 Melody 時有機會順便寫幾筆啦).又試過鬧咗施莉亞幾句,佢足足嬲咗我兩個月,真係好嬲嗰種,肯尼士喺嗰兩個月裡面係完全唔敢提我個名同見我.後尾施莉亞同我講翻,話畀我鬧完嗰幾晚,成日發惡夢,夢見我鬧佢個樣.所以就算冇台灣仔,我覺得同 Minnie 都會散,而且我想留個美好回憶,所以上次冇寫個台灣仔出嚟.並非全心隱瞞,只是無關重要既都略去啫.
attaboy 發表於 2005-9-27 07:35 PM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]siredes[/i] at 2005-9-27 02:52 PM:
哦...原來你而家係住o係Melbourne... [/quote]
Minnie 上個禮拜打完畀我,話我語氣唔好又嬲咗我,跟手話飯都唔駛食喎.(不過老實講,佢啲脾氣都同樣係冇改過,但佢死話已經好好多喎).
的而且確,如果我脾氣係好啲,唔單止呢兩段情可以改寫,而且重可能會有多好多段寫畀大家睇添.但係我既矛盾係,就算遇到啱心水既女仔畀 Signal 我去追佢,我都唔想去害佢.因為女仔要拍拖無非係要人錫,要人關心,要人畀佢出氣.呢啲在我嚟講都係唔係好畀到既,尤其係最後嗰樣,機乎完全提供唔到.
唔駛 say sorry. 自己知自己事.我既脾氣係好奇怪,初相識我既人都會覺得我係斯文好靜嗰聽人.但係當我一遇到唔公道既事時,我就好似變咗另外一個人咁(有啲似 Hulk)嚇走人.不過其實我真正發脾氣既時候並唔係咁多,只不過我發起上嚟真係火燒連環船咁,燒得好徹底,不過都多謝關心,而家我已經決定喺一個我覺得最公道既國家終老,呢度既人真係有時 fair 到我自愧不如,所以再冇發脾氣勒.有機會再同大家分享呢度既風土人情啦.
施莉亞同肯尼士嗰單,重戲劇化過我既故事.佢地拍拖十年,差不多要結婚時殺出個情咬金 - 肯尼士畀人撬咗,過冇耐重結埋婚.施莉亞重神奇,過兩年後同咗一個肯尼士既大學同學結婚 - 一個癡癡等咗佢好多年同好呵護佢既男人......
attaboy 發表於 2005-9-27 10:27 PM
......續前
嗰日之後,我都冇進一步行動,因為 Melody 名義上重係人地女朋友,我過唔到自己嗰關背負第三者之名,唔係,計落係第四者先啱.但係同佢就回復之前咁,食完午飯兩個人行咗去,有時去買零食(我本身唔係好食,但係 Melody 就好鍾意).有時就同佢去飲嘢,過咗兩個禮拜,公司要搬勒(間法蘭西公司水頭係好充足既,之前屈係李生個半島度係未物色到見得下人既 Office 即).新 Office 係位於李生個冤家,即係阿皮蛋吳喺 TST 個有海有港既威威大廈度.嗰個星期六,公司要我地返去新公司 Unpack 嘢.當然 Melody 同我都有到啦.執執下嘢時,雷蒙叫我埋佢位話有嘢同我講.佢細細聲問我係咪同 Melody 拍拖,我話唔係.佢話如果唔係就叫我同 Melody 喺公司唔好咁張揚,免得畀人講閒話喎,重話唔想畀人覺得我返工係為咗識女仔而唔係做嘢.講緊既時候,Melody 經過,見佢對眼係咁望住我同雷蒙,好似好緊張.到雷蒙哦完放人,Melody 打我 Mobile 問我陣間食唔食晚飯,我話好呀.到執完晒嘢,同 Melody 返翻港島食飯(我同佢都係住嗰邊).我地去咗 CWB S 商場地庫食嘢.睇住 Melody 細啖細啖好斯文既食相,我覺得啲食物好幸福.食完後,走返上地面,Melody 就問我頭先雷蒙講咗啲乜?我知佢實會問,因為雷蒙同威叔都好熟,我估到佢係想知威叔對佢有冇微言.我將雷蒙番說話覆述一次,佢都唔係好放心.我話唔駛咁擔心,威叔份人又好人又明白事理,唔會亂講嘢既.講完呢樣,同佢重係喺條街到蕩下蕩下,但佢又冇話要返屋企,唯有絞下腦汁搵下節目(呢樣係男仔既責任嚟).但係以前我除咗鍾意對書就係對電腦,冇乜好去處可以提供.諗完一大輪,都係發揮自己既強項啦 - 傾偈.不過呢次冇諗住再去自己屋企樓下個公園,唔係 Melody 實以為我係賣金魚.同佢提議開房......咪諗錯隔離,係搵間卡拉ok攞間房坐低慢慢傾.去到灣仔間QK卡拉OK攞房,個 receptionist 話如果可以十點鐘還房就即刻有房喎(當時八點左右).咁我都冇諗住留好耐,(因知 Melody 唔夜得返屋企)話冇問題照攞.入到房,唔係麻,兩個人畀間成十人既房,唔通同靚女出街真係咁多人爭住畀著數?都冇去深究,更加冇理由嗌換房,就同 Melody 坐低咗.Melody 叫我點歌唱,我話黃家駒去咗後我都冇乜再聽 Canton Pop,冇乜歌識喎.跟手同佢講話不如唱首畀我聽,佢又好聽話點咗首楊千Fa既歌唱.(首歌我真係唔識,所以都唔記得係邊首,應該係當年既 Hit 歌嚟)Melody 因為把聲本身好聽,雖然唱歌技巧欠奉,但係聽落都算唔錯.佢唱完兩三首後,係都要我唱翻首,只好揀首家駒既光輝歲月(當年開始真正欣賞 Beyond 就係因為呢首歌,歌詞好有意思)唱完勒,同 Melody 講其實我有啲嘢想同佢講.我話我份人平時睇落係唔錯,但係間唔中會發下神經,會幾嚇人既,所以當初打算追佢時都掙扎咗好耐,但係我唔想佢將來有任何誤會,見到我變身個樣時,以為我不嬲係扮斯文搏佢好感.同埋,我同佢講,由於我知到咗佢有男朋友,我係冇可能喺呢個候追佢既,但係如果佢要搵人訴苦,我係樂於做佢個聽眾既.Melody 聽到呢度,突然嗚嗚嗚咁喊咗出嚟,重成個人匿咗入我個胸前,我當時都唔知點反應,淨係識用手輕掃佢個頭.佢一路喊一路講:我好辛苦呀,我唔想同佢再係咁樣呀!你教我點做丫? 吓!小姐,呢個係一個 PhD 既 Thesis topic 呢喎,我就算識答都一言難盡啦.只好用翻讀書時考試既技巧 - 亂答一通搏大霧同佢講:好多嘢呢而家覺得係好大件事,過後睇返通常都不外如是啫.放開啲啦.話唔定有朝一日你起身,連佢係邊個都唔記得 Lu.呢個答法好似幾過到骨,Melody 開始收聲勒,但係佢個人都重係停留喺我懷抱度,好似唔捨得移開.咁點好,唔通我大聲嗌非禮咩,差人嚟到一見到 Melody 個樣,唔駛問即刻告我浪費警力都似,只好由得佢.過咗一陣,Melody 自己起身話要去洗手間,咁我終於喺溫柔鄉蘇醒過嚟勒,但係腦裡面停留既重係佢身上嗰陣陣幽香.
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siredes 發表於 2005-9-28 12:17 AM
[quote]Originally posted by [i]attaboy[/i] at 2005-9-27 07:35 PM:
Minnie 上個禮拜打完畀我,話我語... [/quote]
嘩...估唔到施莉亞同肯尼士之間o既愛情故事都會咁曲折, 真係利害...