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發表於 2007-1-19 12:00 AM
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Originally posted by trista_cheong at 2007-1-18 09:39 PM:
我睇完你個故事﹐喊到成隻豬咁:... 我一路最揮之不去既......就係我同佢講分手嗰晚.....
嗰日我放工去新屋打點一下(我入伙前第二日)...佢同佢阿媽己經响度......
我一入去....佢阿媽就走......(因嗰排我同佢之間氣氛都比較緊張.....我估佢同佢阿媽都7感覺得到.....)...佢响廳, 我响房.....三個鐘我一句嘢都冇同佢講過.....(因我好想狠下心但狠唔到,又唔想俾假希望佢.....)九點幾.....我想叫佢去食飯......初初見唔到佢....跟住我發現佢坐响個大紙盒(個紙盒大半個人甘高)後面喊緊.....嗰一刻我心好痛....我知我立心不定狠不下心係會越傷佢越深.....我作咗決定.....
我車佢返屋企....泊好車之後....我同佢行返佢屋企.....我就同佢講分手......
我記得我識佢十年.....從來都冇同佢講過一句又一句狠到冇得再狠既說話......
我哋响街爭辯咗好耐......我越講得狠.....個心痛到真係........佢喊...我心一軟, 但我又即刻同自己講"差少少就成功....堅持!!"...最後佢知點講都冇用...佢攬住我同我講"如果你第日覺得寂寞, 你想揾我...你記得要揾返我....唔好覺得對我唔住或乜嘢自私...你記得..知唔知呀.....我真係好唔捨得你呀.....".....我攬住佢我都喊.....但我冇答到佢....因我覺得我覺得我係罪人.....要衰就徹底衰埋最後一次...唔好再傷佢....我放底佢目的都係要佢將來開開心心啫...之後...佢上咗屋企....我楂車走...一路都喊住...連路都睇唔到.....
嗰晚我上咗新屋冇返屋企....一路諗一路喊...一路飲吓又一枝飲吓又一枝紅酒.......
上年三月到而家......差唔多一年......我一啲都冇好過......
就連兩個月前我賣咗我部車,交車時我都仲好記得....嗰晚.....兩個人上車.....我一個人走....之後佢都冇再坐過响我隔離.......
但願佢...有好既將來........
日日都諗佢嗰句說話...."如果你第日覺得寂寞, 你想揾我...你記得要揾返我....唔好覺得對我唔住或乜嘢自私...你記得..知唔知呀.....我真係好唔捨得你呀..."
每次都好心痛....每次都眼濕濕.......
所以.....佢一定開開心心......甘先至會有價值.......
[ Last edited by HansChan on 2007-1-19 at 12:03 AM ] |
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