dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck0 [3 E* V6 `9 b$ i% y- q; N; F7 n
and i do know some people are happy almost everyday6 Q& \+ m$ `% z- M0 h( t* t
but then
, v# W* Z) p8 k4 U2 g0 Q5 r( E, G! Ru gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those- e" D. ^% v, e4 e: Z; v
theres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live
9 j& G$ I% ?0 t8 I5 j& Fi m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice
: f2 c$ I9 z2 G$ _; t: w' glook at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing& @. O5 C' Q  [" e
e.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else9 d, m% E6 N7 Z! {) @, B* P2 s
i m very frustrated too; I9 S" I4 m6 [# h+ L7 g( R! T
i just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future, s0 _1 I8 p9 s: A8 }
1 for all( G  V# |3 g5 f3 q* j  l, ^
i was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful
) e1 y; w% U0 E. j+ |we gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life
# S% x0 A, S7 r* u) ~# V9 l6 ^look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life
  L! Q' N  @9 @9 A9 g% fwhat's lucky? what's unlucky?3 m/ s. W" A  C% G/ T( I% X! A0 Y
all i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want' S& n# z! _: q) x# ?# }
compare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance