dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck& J  t. E- E! f  ^
and i do know some people are happy almost everyday
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u gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those
9 t8 w3 f  i/ T+ n# Q! E- }theres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live3 E# {  z# D2 |
i m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice  b/ q# c3 |1 W3 K# c; z; H, t3 d
look at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing
0 g) t% X4 P, c5 y2 @+ Fe.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else
  z4 n" T/ m  U- `9 `& ci m very frustrated too
) l! I5 A$ G9 N; {& m; I; Zi just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future
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i was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful
/ E* x& \7 @6 H9 Jwe gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life9 @+ u' G: Q$ L( B  P% Y
look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life; C. x6 R6 O4 W: e6 a6 B
what's lucky? what's unlucky?
& v8 A7 j8 Q5 p- Jall i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want1 q8 y$ U% k! F3 h
compare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance