dawander3r

me 2, very bad luck
- l% Z8 j5 W- _% Z: rand i do know some people are happy almost everyday0 \3 t8 a& ]! Z! x: d
but then% H1 {# J" {' y/ p$ g1 m9 y! ]4 `
u gotta know 1 thing, there must b a portion of people who are lucky and/or happy, at the mean time, there must also be a portion of people who are the opposite, unfortunately, we are one of those
0 x+ n: U( m. t8 ntheres nothing to do with us, it's not something we can change right away within our control right now, what matter is, we still gotta live* }" {5 z8 D0 f( ]
i m not trying to tell anybody to relax or something, because i know, this really doesnt help n might piss the person off hearing this, so what i m trying to say is, game is not finished yet, keep playing then as u dont have a choice
1 ^; u3 u; D4 `; llook at the history, u dont need to win all the wars, some ppl might lose most of the battles in their whole life, but they were the last one still standing
% Q+ |/ X) ]2 ie.g. i know winning at age of 60 doesnt taste good at all, but honestly, do u prefer to win at age of 60 than win none ever in ya life since if theres no way u can win earlier than that as lucky as some ppl else
: }" F  }$ f5 s3 Ci m very frustrated too( n. `2 T6 R% V4 C" w
i just hope (even hoping is useless) all my misfortune so far would be the cost for my good luck at the critical moment in the future6 `4 G+ y8 m) T" a% d
1 for all
4 o7 J2 e$ j! i9 N. m  Hi was just thinking that i don't know if i m as smart as the Chinese Strategist "Hong Shun", but even as smart as he had gone through a tough period of time before he became successful  s% u' d9 a( U/ m
we gotta accept the fact that there must b some steps we have to go through if we r not born in a big family or born with a happy life: o3 ~! F% t: z
look at Po Yee, born as a King but at a wrong period, his background even made him a tougher life' G, U7 m7 \, p% k: D
what's lucky? what's unlucky?
, ~% A  D- W% U+ \all i know is that at least we r lucky enough to born with the condition we have that we can still fight for what we want$ D& B! j; ^% M2 M8 o* V
compare to people with illness or in a third world suffering with hunger everyday, at least we still have a chance